I've been thinking very, very deeply these few days. What exactly are the two things that I prioritize in my life?
- Enlightenment, spreading the dharma and healing beings
- Family, Love and Principles
- Enlightenment, spreading the dharma and healing beings
- Family, Love and Principles
From my own research, medicine idealistically seemed like a career that would allow me to reach out to both - but increasingly I see that this might not conform exactly to reality. As such, I've been preparing with strategies to brace this impact.
I recognize that there is absolutely no room for changing one's circumstances if there is no force and determination behind it.
What would still allow me to pursue my dream, using my medicine degree as a leverage? Graduating from medicine does not immediately condemn me to a path of residency and a hospital life, although it can be.
I feel that this is too limited a view - I don't simply want to be localized in a system, I want to reach out more - I want to help many people.
I explored... What skillsets do I have? What can I use? What can I leverage? What can I do to achieve my dream?
- Over the years I have developed a powerful skillset for marketing and advertisement, especially through the internet. I can even say that my copywriting skills are quite top-of-the-notch and can fetch a few hundreds per sales letter.
- Secondly, I have connections to medicine, international business consultants, etc.
- If I finish my medical degree, I will end up with a MD, which is a very prominent credibility - which also probably allows me to easily enter research fields related to medicine
- So on and on... I don't want to list them here, some things are best offline
- Over the years I have developed a powerful skillset for marketing and advertisement, especially through the internet. I can even say that my copywriting skills are quite top-of-the-notch and can fetch a few hundreds per sales letter.
- Secondly, I have connections to medicine, international business consultants, etc.
- If I finish my medical degree, I will end up with a MD, which is a very prominent credibility - which also probably allows me to easily enter research fields related to medicine
- So on and on... I don't want to list them here, some things are best offline
But then I realized... I can still pursue my dream even outside of surgery. The only question here is the enabling currency: Money. You need money to do things. Therefore, my entire premise for a possible backup plan to my medicine career is to develop multiple streams of income.
And I can do this.
After looking deeply into myself for the past few days, I've found what is important to me, what is my life purpose and path. What I can devote my entire existence to making happen.
I envision a world free of disease - I envision a world with healers and compassionate doctors - I envision a world with undivided medicine - I envision a world where the dharma is treated as medicine.
I envision developing countries with better sanitation and farming facilities. Better healthcare. I envision people coming together hand-in-hand in recognition for mother Earth.
I envision developing countries with better sanitation and farming facilities. Better healthcare. I envision people coming together hand-in-hand in recognition for mother Earth.
I WANT this to happen.
I don't care about hardship or hard work. All of that is arbitrary. I care for people I love. That's why I am unwilling to make some trade-offs. I will never become a person forced to compromise family because of the imbalance.
However, my decision cannot be made right now - Instead, I will work for circumstances to make that change.
I think there's something about me that changed over the years. Meditation seems to have done it for me. My intention to help people seems magnified.
My parents may be against it, people everyone around me might think I'm idealistic and crazy.
I don't care.
Visions are made so that they can be reached for.
Visions are what exerts change in the world.
We only live for a few decades in the world. You know that it is not very long. You're already in your 20s or 30s. That's a quarter gone. That's why I need to do this.
We only live for a few decades in the world. You know that it is not very long. You're already in your 20s or 30s. That's a quarter gone. That's why I need to do this.